15/10 - complicated feeling...

after reading sheng's blog
i decided to use eng in this post
it has been a long time since the last time i write eng essay
it's time to improve my eng now
haha...

six days after today
there will be an exam coming
this will be the last examination in my life of secondary school
it comes very unexpectedly
and i m not in mood

now
feeling like 2011 has just came
feeling like cny has just been over
feeling like an exam is just over

i supposed to prepare my exam
this is the most important exam in my life
but i have no any effort on it

i m...
waiting for a joyful holiday
waiting for a new school life
waiting for a new phase of my life...

many frens in class said that they wished to graduate as fast as possible
many of them thought of this because of their unconfidence of the class
and i m one of them too
but i don think that the life after graduating is more enjoyable than now
after graduating i might not have chances to meet some of my frens
may be we could only meet during the gathering of class later

now i m not willing to seperate with my frens so fast
i really afraid that we have no chance to meet each other again in the future
but i also know that the day of graduation will be coming soon
and this is the thing we have to face
no one can evade it at all
including me and my frens

i really hope that
i can remain the relationship and connection with my lovely frens
after graduating from secondary school
this feel didnt come to me before
even in the graduation ceremony for primary school and Junior

haizzzz...
just dont think about it now
i want to focus on my study
i want to focus on preparing for the exam

i hope that all my frens can pass their uec with flying colours
all your best, my frens!!!

*i hope that you can understand my broken eng
d ont worry that i will write my blog in eng in the future
this is just a post for me to have a feel of writing eng
in conclusion
i think that i really need to improve my eng
it's important for me after graduating
good night, my frens~